My lacklustre , dull and unexciting love life in school Part 1

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Okay , its ten minutes to 2am and i'm so bored , i could do a improvised lap dance on an imaginary person right now. Don't really feel inspired to rant and growl about stuff yea cuz its like so peaceful now. So i shall dedicate this entry to my love life in SCHOOL. Not exactly interesting . U have been warned.

Hmm , during primary school i had a terribly bad dress sense , not that it mattered at all of course when we were that young , but i vaguely remember that i hated brushing my teeth and would skip doing so for up to a week , so you can imagine how sweeeeeeet and white my teeth was. ha ha ha. OK i digress. I wore nerdy glasses and had bad teeth ( its not getting better. Yea. Wow. ) but somehow i still managed to look 'cute' , well thats how ppl described me then,but looking back i guess they were just trying to be nice , they cant possibly say im ugly to my face right. Ok i disgress again. So looks werent everything cuz i kinda belonged to the more popular crowd in my upper primary days and i had this really big crush on this guy named Chunxiong who was also a part of my clique. He was monkey-ish and really damn funny . So one fine day i mustered up all my courage and asked him out to watch 'amargeddon' and he actually agreed ! We ended up in the video arcade however cuz the movie was sold out. awwww.... I didnt get over him till i graduated from primary school and by then everyone knew i had the hots for him. So thats about it , unless you want me to talk about this guy ( also a part of my clique ) who had a really huge crush on me for like 2 years and the things he did that scared me off big time. Another day perhaps.

So in secondary school , i was this big poseur AH LIAN with really frizzy and horrible hair , disgusting dress sense that made me wear my uniform really tight and my socks really high. I spewed hokkien vulgarities nonstop and that alone scared away all the boys , and coupled with my ah lian looks , woot. NOTHING. I cant really remember much of my sec 1 days , just painful memories of getting dragged by my form teacher to dye my hair black and constantly getting my mini skirt unpicked.

Sec 2. I fell in love for the first time in secondary school. His name ? Lee kian boon. I was a big time truant case and i could skip school for a few consecutive days but it all changed when i met Kian boon , the cute and 'ah beng' guy from next class. Just to catch a glimpse of him i went to school everyday and this went on secretly for 6 months until i blew my cover when my home econs teacher discovered my econs textbook with his name all over and she annouced it to everyone. Wow. Talk about being helpful. So word spreaded and i got cornered by Kianboon's friends and i reluctantly admitted my crush on him. Sadly , he didnt feel the same for me and he had this reputation as a playboy but we continued being good friends. But in time to come , he started being extremely nice and all , making me feel quite uncomfortable in the way he acted , like doing things he didnt used to do. In the end , he did ask me THAT question but by then i've already given up on him and though i knew i still liked him , i rejected him anyway. So altogether i've liked him for 1 and half years , which is like the longest time ever even till now.

So , nothin really happened during sec 3 and 4 , except a few upper secondary guys who were remotely interested in me but after the Kian boon crush i told myself to keep all relationships off campus and i ignored all of them. I really hate being the 'talk of the town' , like whenever i walk past somebody they'll be pointing fingers at me and whispering stuff that they think is out of earshot but unfortunately i have really good hearing so i'll be hearin stuff like 'Eh.. isnt she the one who likes kian boon ? Wah , so 'Bay hiao bai' ah , so ugly still go like a Yandao'. Ahh. SO yea , basically sec 3 and sec 4 just flew by and i have the fond memories to prove it , but that'll be in another entry next time.