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Dreams.Nightmares.
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Okay so it wasnt really a nightmare since i dreamt of it while taking my compsulsory post-sleep nap early this morning. A napmare ?
Anyway.
I dreamt that i got raped !!!!!!!
It wasnt those kind of rape with lotsa XXX graphics ( think Irreversible. ) , because all i could remember was the rapist pining me down to the ground and my friends in the background seeing me get raped and doing NOTHING about it.
And guess what.
The rapist was Tay Ping Hui !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I mean okay , i admit it. I was besotted with him for a couple days after seeing him in one of Mediacorp's recent dramas ( can't recall the title ) but it ended there. No fantasies whatsoever !!
The dream was really damn real. I remember knocking his knife off his hand and kicking it real far off but he surprised me by drawing out yet another knife and holding it against my neck , looking daunting and towering over my petite frame. I swear i could really feel the cold blade dragging against my skin as he said
"You asked for it , bitch."
I remember replying something like
"You're one big motherfu**er"
And fighting air as he dodged my lousy punches with much ease before he decided he had enough and pressed both my hands onto the ground in one quick swoop.
Yeah and so he left a trail of blood down my neck but it was nothing more than a supercial wound so i was still alive. I got raped after that. But i cannot remember how for i woke up . Haha , what an anti climax eh ?
As i flipped through the morning papers while having my breakfast i froze when i saw Tay Ping Hui's picture . It wasn't like deja vu but it was surely alot like it and my mind suddenly conjured up images of his malevolent ( yet chillingly handsome :P ) face , just the way it looked in my napmare.
Woah .
*throws her head behind and laughs sadistically*
