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Irrelevant post of the day
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I've endured a terrible wedgie for like two hours today and i was trying VERY hard all the time NOT to put my hands into my pants to pull it out. I reckon i was walking rather weirdly before finally checking myself into a cubicle to pull out the offensive wedgie. A wedgie by the way is .... well give your undies a quick tug from above your butt and you'll know. :D
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Ssuicidal fans
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The fan next to me is shaking so damn violently that i fear for my life. I need insurance. It looks like a porcelain doll with those kinda nodding springy heads that had just been given a good hard knock by a sadist.
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Those eyes..
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Those eyes of his.. whenever he's next to me , i can't help but steal glances at those eyes that seems to always exude an aura of sorrow.. Never will i forget his unwavering stares into nothingness , his solemn expression whenever silence sets in. Those are the times when i really wished i could do something to share his load but my attempts are often futile , if not only providing temporary relief with my clownish antics.
Even though i know what's weighing him down , i feel so at a loss and useless because i know that no matter how i try i will never be able to bring back his old cheerful self.. Its like he doesn't really recognise the efforts i've put in for him.. More often than not , especially recently , i've been questioning myself about my significance to him even though to most people it would seem that there's more than meets the eye between me and him when in fact its only friendship between us. A highly unusual friendship maybe. I don't know , i can't tell anymore. Its driving me up the wall , what with the occasional nonchalence and the next day a surge of concern. Not good.
