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from the bottom of my broken disillusioned heart
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Thats right. Those moments of oh-so-sweet tenderness only lasted a fleeting moment , i suppose there's nothing i can do but wallow in my pool of .. serves-you-right-you-should-have-known-better shit ? I can only pray that this is only a temporary bad patch we're going through. I really loved him. Apparently he didn't.
My appetite's down and stuff that used to look so appetising to me looked unpalatable now. And i get nauseous at times. Wtf.
The sleeping pill i took half an hour ago's taking effect already.. I badly need a good night's sleep.