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and thats how the cookie crumbles
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excerpt from a conversation with kev -
cannibal. says:
thats not the point !
cannibal. says:
i'm not lamenting about my love life.. or the lack of it .
cannibal. says:
never.
caught pants down says:
yes you are ..
caught pants down says:
like seriously , which girl doesn't appreciate the feeling of being loved , as cliched as it sounds ?
caught pants down says:
fiona.
caught pants down says:
you're a nice person .
cannibal. says:
i know. and that usually means that ure gonna say something nasty eh?
caught pants down says:
no lah. you're really nice .. you're friendly and stuff , your looks are fine , you have no BO.
caught pants down says:
but the thing is
caught pants down says:
you're weird.
caught pants down says:
really really weird.
caught pants down says:
no girl in her right state of mind does stuff that you would do
cannibal. says :
what nonsense ?! i am as normal as anything
caught pants down says:
no no no..
caught pants down says:
look at your photos.. they're enough to turn any normal guy off
cannibal. says:
oh fug.. they're there to shock , not to impress . they can always look at my normal photos if they want to okay ?
caught pants down says:
and you're too liberal .. you're too open with your morbid fascinations.. i don't think i'll be wanting to get your number if you tell me that blood amazes you.
cannibal. says:
i get your point. but thats how i am
caught pants down says:
you're gonna be single forever.
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i know you have good intentions , Kev , but in all seriousness , isn't weird too harsh a term ?
Maybe because i associate with the word with the likes of Edwards Scissorhands or Marilyn Manson.
And yes.. Having been single ( excluding my long distant relationship with T ) for the past 18 years of my life , surely there must be something wrong with me.
I beg to differ.
I'm seeing it in a different light , that is , when finally i'm "the other half" of someone else , i'll cherish it like nobody else .
Because i've been anticipating it for so long .
Speaking of this , i thought i had something going on with someone recently.
I just found out that he's not that into me after all.
I happened to stumble onto something that i shouldn't ..
Oh well... And i've even thought of spending new year's eve with him..
Maybe not ....
*wry smile*
