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the downward spiral
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I'm a happy person.

But one thing i hate about myself is that i tend to read too much into a person's actions and now i'm feeling disturbed and perturbed over this particular someone.

But then again , this person's behaviour is so enigmatic .. so paradoxical that i'm always left wondering what in the world does he really take me for and my importance to him.

One moment he can be opening doors for you and the next he would morph into a total jackass and irritate the shit out of you by slamming doors into your face.

Maybe i'm interested in him , maybe not.

After so long , after so many chances , you're still acting like a complete imbecile .

Don't make me hate you.

Because when i do , you can never redeem yourself.



hail to the Finger

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listening to : koRn - right now

Damn i love the lyrics.

"Right now
can't find a way
to get across the hate
whenever i see you

I want to slash and beat you .

I can't control myself

i FUCKING hate you"