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i love him.
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My grandpa was admitted into hospital today to be kept under observation because since early this morning his bowel movements have been accompanied by blood.

It is very very worrying because when you're his age , blood in the stools are usually a symptom of colon cancer and what is even worse is that for the case of colon cancer , when the symptoms appear , it is already too late.

The blood test results will only be out on Mon and till then i will be praying very hard for him.

Dear god , please don't let anything untoward happen towards the man i love most in my life. If you really have to , i would love to trade 20 , 30 or any amount of my life just to make sure that he's alright. I really hope that he will be there to see me walk down the aisle and i want him to cuddle my child-his great grand-child, in his arms.

Of course , my grandma too.

I don't even mind dying now if it ensures the health of my grandparents.

Yes , they're that important to me.