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to him
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You promised to watch "Be With Me" together. You forgot didn't you ?

Where did i stand when you were planning your time ? Or should I say , did you even have a fleeting thought about me ?

I've always believed that if you really wanted to see someone , even a brief 5 minutes meeting would suffice. 5 minutes .. Is that too much to ask for ?

But of course. You're such a busy person.

Unlike me , stupidly skipping classes to meet up and sacrificing sleep to talk despite having morning lessons because you're always calling me at such odd hours. All because i know that time is my greatest enemy.

And you ? You should know better.

But what i would really want to know is , if my significance was non-existent , why are you always holding me so close ? What sort of mixed signals are you trying to send ?

I had planned to put everything behind me and maintain this friendship once you leave for europe , but hearing you say those words yesterday left me extremely disappointed , hurt and doubtful about myself.

Those two days spent together after the few weeks of silence , i really cherish it.

I wish you well.