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ho hum
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Over the past few days i realised that

1) I NEED sleep counselling

2) i have many habits as a result of being alone at home too often. e.g the discomfort i experience when sleeping fully clothed or when i'm unable to scratch my nose at whim

3) my best friend is an asshole who thought that staging a phoney quarrel with me would be the best way to celebrate my birthday

4) that i really do have some fab friends ( xin , nic , yan , P and ju . i heart all of you )

and oh , i met up with my mom just now and we had a loooong fruitful conversation which had her confessing to me her deepest and darkest secret.

I actually am supposed to have an elder sibling if not for the sad fact that she aborted it because she was 18 and afraid.

i felt only a tiny pang of disappointment because being an only child definitely outweighs having siblings.

but as always there are always two sides to a situation and the only child can be often described as spoilt , weird , spoilt , weird and spoilt.

i dunno. you tell me.

am bloody tired after my 3 day long birthday "festival". thanks to all for making it happen. and the presents and birthday greetings too.

i was actually feeling zonked out at 11 but i perked up again mysteriously when i reached home and now its already 4am.

yay ?

halloooweeeeeeeen tomorrow ! look out for fiona the barely-legal quack nurse prowling the streets with her gothic posse and her cyanide filled syringe.

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listenin to : backstreet boys - as long as you love me ( WHY CANNOT AH !? )