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It has been almost two years since i started this blog. And three years since i stumbled into the blogging world.

Which is too damned long , if you ask me.

You not sian , i read my blog also sian ah !!

Although the lack of juices ( a constant problem which irritates me no end ) a.k.a writer's block gets to me sometimes , of late the real reason why i shun blogging is how i must constantly review the stuff that comes out , to edit and re-edit. Its a tedious process.

Why ?

Because I know my friends are reading it. But i don't know who.

And i know some are pretending that they don't when they are snooping on me every day ( i think i might know who you are .. *heh heh* )

Its fine by me , but sometimes my friends are the ones whom i badly want to write about. I want to bitch about how so and so is such a pain in the ass .

Sometimes i'd fight the urge to do a full write-up about a romantic date with all the intimate details but i'd end up deleting the whole chunk , because i don't want my friends to look at me with a queer eye and thinking "oh my god , fiona gave xxx a blowjob last night" ( of course not , just an example lahhh )

Oppression , thats what it is.

I know you will ask me to just fuck it and to give a flying fuck about how they might feel because after all this is MY blog , but really , it is easier said than done.

( to those who have read the earlier post : yeah , i'm a faltering undecisive bitch )

i'll just keep my opinions for my other anonymous blog ( no i won't tell you the url ) and let this one remain the entertainment outlet.

But what i really want to know is , who are you readers ?

Who are the one-two hundred from all over the world popping by this obscure blog on a daily basis ?

Tell me please.

The regulars too , you know who you are =)

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listenin to : sum41 - over my head

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p.s : preview of the girls NOT-TO-DO-LIST

1) Paper bags are paper bags , NOT handbags.

So what if they're from Gucci ? If you can afford it , hang the cute little clutch on your shoulder for all to see. If not , don't pretend to and hang a Gucci paper bag on your shoulder instead. Its horrendous.

I saw a badly dressed lady in a slinky black dress that showed off her parallel figure with an ancient leather bag and balancing a Gucci paper bag on her pinky. Its obviously empty so i don't see any practical purpose except to tell the clueless ones "Look at me , i'm carrying a Gucci paper bag so FUCK OFF "

Yikes.

Want to pretend , pull off a more convincing act lah. Like put a weight in it or something.