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hello won't you listen to me
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yeah so the previous post was deleted because i was under the influence when wrote it and not only it didnt make any sense , i sounded rather unbecoming.

so anyway.

i overdosed on meatballs at Ikea today and it was FUCKING GOOD. okay so it wasn't like mind-blowingly good because you get sick of it after the 3rd meatball but i can't help but stuff all 10 of them into my mouth because i'm such a greedy little girl. i really like shopping at ikea by the way. i have to exercise alot of resistance to prevent myself from blowing $ on uncessary items like a chic table lamp and yet more cardboard boxes because i have so much barang barang at home.

so M said that relationships are not that easy to maintain , and i agree wholeheartedly.

and thats why i just want to have fun with the flavour of the month for now. its a pity he doesn't really make me laugh nor did he have any reaction when i tried to tease him bit. very very disappointing because i'm always game for a little interesting conversation.

me : i fucking hate accounts ! i had no choice but to take it because i was only offered accounts and D&T and i hate getting random debris in my hair

flavour of the month ( FOM ) : i LOVE D&T ! i got a distinction for it back in SJI ! i have nimble fingers lah

me : really ? how nimble are your fingers then ?

FOM : very . thats why i liked D&T mah

me : hmmm.. my fingers are pretty nimble too you know. what else are yours good at besides operating machinary and sketching boring dimensions for D&T ?

FOM : i don't know , dissecting carcasses maybe ( he's a bio student in uni )

me : ah.. okay

Maybe he's just too dense to catch my drift. But i believe the response i wanted was "well.. i could do alot more with my fingers.. are u sure u really wanna know ?"

Or something.

Shit i think i'm becoming a perv.