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monotone
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My grandfather passed away peacefully on monday morning and the 5 day funeral wake has just ended.

The past 5 days has been extremely emotionally tumultuous , only alleviated by the visits from friends, whose lively chatter kept me cheerful. Thank you all.

I thought i had already started to grieve the moment he was diagnosed with terminal cancer about two months back but i was proven wrong the moment i crawled into his bedroom as a mark of respect on monday morning and i see only the lifeless shell of the man i adore and respect so much.

Time will heal all wounds , yes. But for now i am still unable to keep my eyes from welling up with tears whenever i think of him. His signature slouched walk and how he never fails to ask if i have enough money to spend whenever i leave my grandparent's place.

And everything else about him.

I love you so very much , ah gong.