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hell.
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i hate hate hate hate hate it when a guy asks to introduce my girlfriends to him.

i don't care if you're an old buddy or some new friend that i've just got to know.

it makes you look really desperate and it makes me feel ... well , shitty.

especially from people that you've just gotten to know. its like an insult somewhat.

and no its not acceptable to just pretend to laugh it off and to lessen the atrocity of your behaviour because we both know very well that you meant what you had just said.

e.g

"so.. any cute girlfriends to introduce?"

".................................."

"ha ha , just joking !"

oh wow , sorry , i must be really dense up here because i must have missed the humour that made you go "ha ha"

i hate valentine's. yes i really feel the need to whine.

i am sorry to annouce that no one has sincerely asked me out.

i feel so blah that i don't even feel like writing though my mind is spinning an essay spanning a page long.

oh and i was talkin to louis just now and this is an excerpt from our convo

"we're losers because we're home early on a friday night , are dateless on valentine's and will probably spend it in front of a computer screen , with MSN status set to appear offline its loserish to be seen at home on THAT day"

welcome to the suck.

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listenin to : mazzy star - fade into you

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p/s : jarhead is one hella good movie.