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bravery
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today i told mark that its time to stop the silly "friends-with-benefits" relationship we had with each other and five minutes later i told D that i had enough of his lack of concern and everything else that i rightly deserve like his attention from someone i was supposedly dating. all he said was to wait till he gets back from cambodia. i told him to fuck his own ass and to leave me alone, i deserve someone much better.
i'm so fucking sick of dating, of all these fucking shit. but as someone who craves attention 24/7 and constant love, i have no right to say that.
but its just so tedious to go through the dating process again.