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ZOMG
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a week ago, i finally managed to see this distant cousin i only meet once a year on chinese new year upclose.
and immediately, i developed a crush on him. this despite him being married to an ex-model who bore him a gorgeous little tot and him being probably 10 years older (no, not a problem at all!)
and i had to dream about him last night. my dreams are usually lucid events but boy i remember this vividly in technicolour details.
and he even held my hand.. thrice!!!
incestual shit man. :)