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ive got the IRK (mindless ranting ahead)
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either its the monday blues, or i really really need to get away from it all.

as of 3pm, i am irked by

1) the curry stains on my grey skinny jeans thanks to carelessness at lunchtime. okay so they're not obvious, just very easily-missed splotches of light yellow.

but i'm the sort of person who'd be so irked by a mere gravy spot on my shirt (you know what i mean lah, when your friends insist that the brown spot can't be seen but somehow your eyes keep glancing at it and it seems to increase exponentially everytime you look at it) that eventually i'd become cuckoo from the fixation.

2) m. because he hasn't replied me in three freakin' days after i texted him. TWICE!

okay i sound obsessed. i'm not, really. just that i really hate it when people don't reply my texts though i'm guilty as charged for such a crime. yea yea karma i know. but hey at least when i get the second same SMS i'd explain the lack of reply. i am so shitted by it that i really feel like thrashing my phone so i can concentrate on my work. ARGHHHHH!

3) i-need-fags-and-alcohol-but-i-cant-get-em shits. yah at 3pm its prolly too early for such vices but fuck it!! i need alcohol. pronto. if not i'm going to grow this grotesque figure from the back of my head that'll chew up anyone who comes near.

4) the OFFICE. the cold seems to be eat into my bone marrow because long after i've left the office i'd find myself rubbing my arms while shivering. in 32' degrees weather. nice.


okay i have just switched my phone off because i keep looking at it every five mins.


i need to seek inner peace. i need to seek inner peace. i need alcohol and fags. i need to seek inner peace.